hi loves!!
I have been MIA for quite a while now! soo much has happened that I want to talk about but I will skip most of it and tell you why i am back and why i need my blog support again!
okay, well i am now at the University of Cincinnati which is about 45 minutes from home and my doctors and I am doing great! i love love love school and all my new friends. my roommates and i aren’t getting along though so i am relocating to my own apartment after thanksgiving break. but thats another story! haha well weight wise i am doing great and actually exactly where my doctor wants me! but the way ive gained the weight i am not too happy with….
i have become a binge eater i feel. i will eat about 900-1000 calories in one sitting then not eat the rest of the day. the rest of my calories usually come from alcohol or drunk eating. i reallyyy dont like this lifestyle. i feel so out of control and i feel like the weight gain will just continue until i can change something. i am really not happy with my body even though everyone tells me i look great and im getting attention from lotsss of guys and my friends are always so complimentary. i talked to my doctor the other day and she suggested writing down how i feel when i binge and what happens before and after. hence why i am blogging again!!
a current picture of me! im on the right :)
well other than my issues i have still been reading all yours blogs and i have missed you so much! im excitied to get back into the blog world and reconnect with youall! :)
xoxxxoo,
Amy
girl i pray that you can find peace in yourself and take care of yourself! life is too short to not treat your body as a temple. you have to take care of it, nourish it, and feed it. therapy is awesome for helping you change your mindset. being addicted to running is AWFUL for your bones and you will pay for it later, you have to be careful girl! <3